I have a lot of aspirations and one of those is to be happy. I am not saying, I am not but the happiness that would spring from the inside. Where no one and nothing would brag you to wake up every morning and a smile should linger on your face for no reason at all.
Study shows that, early 30ish is the moment where you really look at yourself as someone elevating from where you were 2-3 years prior. Where are you? What have you achieved so far? Have you stepped up the ladder of success or you have been on a plateau for quite some time now?
I have always asked my purpose. I know what I need to be done and what I have to do. I need to reinvent myself in order to avoid being a moth to the flame.
The opportunities are widely spread, you might already have stumbled upon it once and you have not recognize it's already for you. I have disregarded all the glory of being where I should be. I enjoyed the comfort of my present zone and I just thought of it as a contentment. But am I?
Contentment is all in the mind, you might say. I have been into that logic for a while and fought for my previous choices. Of course, once you put your decision into something and it appeared you got the wrong one, you tend to shield yourself from any regrets and blames. But try to analyze deeper, are you really happy?
Happiness should not be a by product of success but it should be a precursor to the latter. If you are wearing happiness on your sleeves then most likely, your goal for the day will undoubtedly blend in to your achievements.
It is tiring to wake up one day and you feel you need to rise because you have obligations. Why not try to wake up because you are tired of lying down and your system kicks you to rise and paint the town red.
The question of contentment lies whether are you happy or are you already burn out?
Before the flames die down, before the sun sets, before the light goes out, I have to repair the damages and patch the holes the boredom has triggered.
Life is a multifaceted emotions, you just have to choose your hue.
I am not keeping my fingers crossed, I have the Sovereign Force to pick one for me.
I am ready to glide on an arch of a rainbow, once I selected the wrong one, I have an array of options on my foot.
Happiness is a state of mind, yet you really have to make the right choices.
When it seems a dead end, right or left might not exist but there will always be a U-turn to correct whatever erroneous decisions you have executed.
I am.
*image from funnbee4.blogspot.com
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